The best
thing that I learnt this week was that if you want to see how was your attitude
when you were a child, just look at your younger sister or younger
brother..well, i don’t know whether this theory is true or not bcuz it’s my own
theory and my own opinion..so, it can be wrong or maybe true! Whatever it is,
it’s not the main thing that I want to share here..
Let’s focus
on the main topic. Yesterday, I was going back to UIA from my hometown. Like
usual, I took a bus at night and arrived KL at about 5.oo a.m. I had to ride another
bus to go to UIA. When I arrived at KL Sentral, I went to the bus station. Only
I with an unknown guy were waiting for the bus. I thought there were not many
people bcuz it was too early but then, I read a notice saying that the bus
station moved to the other place..which was quite far from the first place. That’s
explained why no people there. So, we were waiting for nothing! But I was not
really sure about that so I just go without telling the guy about the notice.
And I feel guilty until now for not telling him cuz I didn’t know what happen
to him after that, maybe he took a taxi, or maybe he read the notice, I didn’t
know….
The message
that I want to tell you is, if you want to help someone, don’t think
twice..just do it. But in my case, I don’t know, maybe because he was a stranger,
no other people there and it was so early in the morning(not really early
actually) so I was not brave enough to talk to him. Actually it happens a lot
of time when I really want to help the people but my body doesn’t move making
me feel bad about myself for not helping them. My ustaz told me that if you
think before you do something, it means that the attitude is not yours. Just
like my case just now, I want to help people but I think before I help the
people which means that helping people is not my attitude or ‘akhlak’.
Jadi sahabat2,
teman2, rakan2, adik2, kakak2, abang2…(tetibe je tukar b.M, sbb mood nak tls
b.I dah hilang) mcm mne kte nak jadikan menolong orang tu atau pe2 je nilai2 yg
bek sbg akhlak kita? Waktu kelas BTQ(basic themes of al-Quran), de orang tanye
ustaz,
“cne klo
kita x nak buat perbuatan baik tu sbb kte takut riak(menunjuk-nunjuk)? Boleh ke?”
Pastu,
ustaz ana jawab pe? Jawapannya lebey krg cam ni la..
“klo kamu x
buat sbb kamu takut riak, tu maknanya kamu mmg dah riak. Sbb cne kamu tahu kamu
akan riak sdgkan kamu tak buat pun lagi bnde tu..klo sblm buat pun kamu kata
kamu akan riak, maksudnya ble buat mmg comfirm la kamu riak..tp, better buat +
riak, daripada tak buat + riak, sbb kamu buat ke atau x buat ke, kamu akan ttp
riak gak,”
Dialog tu
tlh ditokok tmbah oleh ana..tp isinya lbey krg la..balik pd soaln, cne nak
tanam sikap mahmudah dalam diri is by practicing the virtues(walaupun takut
riak)..practices make perfect! Berlatihlah sehingga nilai itu jadi sebati dlm
diri kita, n cne nak hilangkan riak?
Jawapnnya ialah
jihad al-nafs..jihad melawan nafsu, mula2 mungkin perasaan tu akan ade, so
istighfar byk2..minta pertolongan Allah dalam bermujahadah, insyaAllah..lme2
kita akan mampu lwn perasaan tu..
Hari ni
terasa cam dah terlebih pjg plak blog nih..pe2 pun ana harap penulisan ni
sedikit sebanyak jd peringatan buat kita semua, insyaAllah..
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