Pasar Malam??

Semalam ana bersama teman-teman sebilik pergi ke pasar malam. Mula-mula, hujan biasa la, x terlalu lebat..tapi bila kitorg dah nak sampai di pintu pagar, hujan makin lebat, so ktorg patah balk pi ambik payung..then, ktorg pun mulalah meredah hujan yg lebat semata-mata ingin ke pasar malam sebelah uia..

Ble da sampai, tengok kedai byk cam bese tapi pelanggannya sangat sikit, mgkin sbb hujan yg tersgtlah lebat. Fiz time ana rasa bebas seketika sebb x ramai org, tp x bebs sgt pun sbb hujan lebat. Ana sempat memandang wajah-wajah para peniaga, ada kebimbangan pada wajah mereka. Ntahlah, mungkin memikirkan hasil jualan mereka yang tak seberapa pada hari itu. Masing-masing cam dah give up, x bersemangat nak berniaga.

err..ni bkn psr mlm kt uia ek..

Cuba kita bygkan klo mereka itu ibu bapa kita, yang penat bekerja mencari wang untuk menyara kita, memerah otak memikirkan bagaimana untuk membiayai pengajian kita dengan pendapatan yang halal. Mmg tak mudh utk mencari wang, tapi sangat mdh utk menghabiskannya. Pe2 pun rezeki Tuhan ada di mana-mana, cuma kita yang perlu mencari. Yang penting kita berusaha untuk mencari sumber rezeki yang halal…insyaAllah pasti jumpa!

Hidup kita ni macam roda kan? Turun dan naik..alhamdulillah, ana mendapat pinjaman drpd mara, boleh thn la..elaun sebulan agk byk utk sara diri ana sendiri..so, kdg2 ana rasa cam, “Wah, aku kaya!!” so ana pun belanja byk3! Makan Sushi King, men bowling, jln2 mghabiskan duit. Tp kdg2, ana juga pernah rasa cam, “Ya Allah, aku dah x dak duit nak mkn ni, cmna nak buat ni,” pastu baru menyesal, spe surh pi jln byk sgt..br sdr betapa pentgnya nilai duit walaupun rm1 je..gitulah manusia, bila sng mdh lupa..bila ssh baru nak beringat..hmm…

bygkn kits mlekat kat roda tuh, tyme duk kat ats..besnye!! tp ble duk bwh??

Sbb tu la kdg2 bila manusia diuji dgn kesenangan, diuji dgn nikmat..namusia akan lbh mdh tersungkur jika dibandgkan dgn ujian musibah..setuju?? sbbnya kita tak memandang nikmat itu sbgai satu ujian bg kita, sdgkan itulah ujian yg mgkin blh menjatuhkn kita, melalaikan kita..so, BEWARE!! Ujian nikmat lagi hbt drpd ujian musibah..makanya, bersyukurlah apabila diberi nikmat, dan ingat2lah waktu kita pernah ssh dulu..

Pesanan utk diri ana dan juga kamu…Ingatlah lima perkara sebelum lima perkara, SIHAT sebelum SAKIT, MUDA sebelum TUA, KAYA sebelum MISKIN, LAPANG sebelum SEMPIT…dan yang paling menakutkan..HIDUP sebelum MATI..

Klo kita sakit, mgkin kita msh de peluang utk sihat semula, tp klo kita mati?? wallahua'lam..

UNtiTLed..(x tau nak bg tjk pe)

The best thing that I learnt this week was that if you want to see how was your attitude when you were a child, just look at your younger sister or younger brother..well, i don’t know whether this theory is true or not bcuz it’s my own theory and my own opinion..so, it can be wrong or maybe true! Whatever it is, it’s not the main thing that I want to share here..

Let’s focus on the main topic. Yesterday, I was going back to UIA from my hometown. Like usual, I took a bus at night and arrived KL at about 5.oo a.m. I had to ride another bus to go to UIA. When I arrived at KL Sentral, I went to the bus station. Only I with an unknown guy were waiting for the bus. I thought there were not many people bcuz it was too early but then, I read a notice saying that the bus station moved to the other place..which was quite far from the first place. That’s explained why no people there. So, we were waiting for nothing! But I was not really sure about that so I just go without telling the guy about the notice. And I feel guilty until now for not telling him cuz I didn’t know what happen to him after that, maybe he took a taxi, or maybe he read the notice, I didn’t know….

The message that I want to tell you is, if you want to help someone, don’t think twice..just do it. But in my case, I don’t know, maybe because he was a stranger, no other people there and it was so early in the morning(not really early actually) so I was not brave enough to talk to him. Actually it happens a lot of time when I really want to help the people but my body doesn’t move making me feel bad about myself for not helping them. My ustaz told me that if you think before you do something, it means that the attitude is not yours. Just like my case just now, I want to help people but I think before I help the people which means that helping people is not my attitude or ‘akhlak’.

Jadi sahabat2, teman2, rakan2, adik2, kakak2, abang2…(tetibe je tukar b.M, sbb mood nak tls b.I dah hilang) mcm mne kte nak jadikan menolong orang tu atau pe2 je nilai2 yg bek sbg akhlak kita? Waktu kelas BTQ(basic themes of al-Quran), de orang tanye ustaz,

“cne klo kita x nak buat perbuatan baik tu sbb kte takut riak(menunjuk-nunjuk)? Boleh ke?”

Pastu, ustaz ana jawab pe? Jawapannya lebey krg cam ni la..

“klo kamu x buat sbb kamu takut riak, tu maknanya kamu mmg dah riak. Sbb cne kamu tahu kamu akan riak sdgkan kamu tak buat pun lagi bnde tu..klo sblm buat pun kamu kata kamu akan riak, maksudnya ble buat mmg comfirm la kamu riak..tp, better buat + riak, daripada tak buat + riak, sbb kamu buat ke atau x buat ke, kamu akan ttp riak gak,”

Dialog tu tlh ditokok tmbah oleh ana..tp isinya lbey krg la..balik pd soaln, cne nak tanam sikap mahmudah dalam diri is by practicing the virtues(walaupun takut riak)..practices make perfect! Berlatihlah sehingga nilai itu jadi sebati dlm diri kita, n cne nak hilangkan riak?

Jawapnnya ialah jihad al-nafs..jihad melawan nafsu, mula2 mungkin perasaan tu akan ade, so istighfar byk2..minta pertolongan Allah dalam bermujahadah, insyaAllah..lme2 kita akan mampu lwn perasaan tu..

Hari ni terasa cam dah terlebih pjg plak blog nih..pe2 pun ana harap penulisan ni sedikit sebanyak jd peringatan buat kita semua, insyaAllah..